First night alone

So, it's time for me to go to sleep. It's time for me to crawl into our big queen sized bed and fall asleep alone - The first lonely night of deployment. I feel alot of anxiety at the moment and I'm terrified to fall asleep. I don't want to crawl into bed without my sweetheart. But, I will be praying for him and dreaming of him. I'm sure that right now he's just as lonely as I am, wishing I was beside him as much as I'm wishing the same. My skin is tingling inside, and I feel like I'm going crazy in a way. I just can't stand knowing how long it's going to be before my next hug and kiss from him. But, I'm ready to start dreaming and be with my baby... Then, starting on my goals tomorrow! No sitting around being depressed. Well, we'll see, won't we? Goodnight everyone and have the sweetest dreams :)