Day 6... Wow, went pretty quick!

Basically did some errands today, finished a project :) Will post pics soon! and now I'm babysitting overnight. I miss my husband and I am extremely proud of him. He really does amaze me every single day, even when he's away. I miss his kisses, I miss him holding my hand and snuggling with me on the couch... But we are gonna be ok. He loves me and I love him. We trust each other and we are devoted to finishing this deployment without too much suffering!! My pup about broke my heart cause I asked her where Daddy was again today and she jumped up and started wagging her tail and whining at the door... We both miss him. And our home feels so much bigger without him here. I wish he was here to fill in the extra space and make it feel like home again. But I have officially made it through sleeping alone for 5 nights (soon to be 6) and our one week point is coming up very quickly! It's a matter of weeks, waiting it out and working hard!! Today I didn't go jogging. I decided to take a R&R day to let my muscles relax. Tomorrow though, jogging on the beach with molly so long as it isn't too windy for her :) I'm ready to prove to myself that I can keep myself going even when I'm on my own. I'm ready to remember the person I was before I moved away from home and in with my fiance (and husband soon after). I'm ready to remember who Laurel was. So here I am, finding myself again!! Deployment, you really suck, but you also do give people an opportunity to find their inner strength and I thank you for that :) Well ya'll, time to get back to babysitting and watching Dispicable me :p Never give up on finding yourself, even if you feel like part of you is thousands of miles away.